Creatrix
Poetry and Haiku Journal
Issue #15 – December 2011: Poetry
Categories: Poetry

 Poets in this issue:

 

Carolyn Abbs

The Milkmaid

Anil

Soldiers

Human Doings

Boundless

Alistair P D Bain

Unnamed

Myalup

David Barnes

Cottesloe Breakwater

Graeme Butler

Chooks

Coral Carter

Found Feather

Liana Christensen

Terminal Diagnosis for Trees

Sorry Business

Josephine Clarke

Walking Into Wind

Unaware

Sue Clennell and Jan Napier

Falling off the Edge

Geraldine Day

And He Looks At Me…

Christine Della Vedova

Plastic Wrist Watch

Gary Colombo De Piazzi

One More Argument

Anniversary

Terry Farrell

The Elder

Derek Fenton

Death in the Afternoon

A Fez of the Heart

Kevin Gillam

still as moss

Ken Hudson

Landscapes

Tanya Jaw

A Child Again

Paula Jones

Bringing in the Rain

Collectors

Mothers and Whores

Janet Jackson

a lark

unspoken

Tricia Kelly

Fragment

Fringe Dweller

Brian Langley

Fifty Acres

Lauren Lamperd

On Burying a Husband

Meryl Manoy

Man of the Woods

Mardi May

Airport

Hourglass

Max Merckenschlager

Channelled Energy

Easy in the Sun

Jacqui Merckenschlager

This Empty Space

Summer Bronzewings

Scott=Patrick Mitchell

death & all his friends (drive fast cars…

Summer

Colin Montfort

Lace Curtain Cutouts

When You’re Not Here To Remind Me

Jan Napier

Dream

Colleen O’Grady

Walking By the Bay

Joyce Parkes

Time’s Twin

Chris Palazzolo

On Being Introduced to the Poetry of Francis Webb

The Float

Allan Padgett

Chewing the Cud of Mutual Pain

Hit Me With a Coconut, Sunshine

Renee Pettitt-Schipp

Song to Self

Turbine

Glen Phillips

Jump To It

Peter Rondel

A Romany Summer

The Death of a Ship

Flora Smith

For Jean Kent

Traudl Tan

Dijeridoo

Molly Tinsley

Blue Sky & Sunshine Pantoum Redux

Safe Harbour

Tineke Van der Eecken

Good Morning

Rose van Son

Harlequin

Psalm for St. Aidan

Julie Watts

As the Mauve Sky Deepens

The Box

Gail Willems

Riverwind

The Three Sisters

 

Selectors: PeterJeffery and Sally Clarke

Managing Editor: Karen Murphy


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The Milkmaid

 

stands at the table

near a clouded window

white grainy walls

 

Vermeer studies her

yellow bodice    blue apron

tilt of head in calico bonnet

sturdy arms

raising a brown jug

cream trickling

into a clay pot

 

When a blind lifts the sun

daffodils laugh

He strikes the canvas

 

but her eyes remain lowered

knowing he denies her

a name

 

A bell echoes its sonorous toll

 

 

                                   Carolyn Abbs

 

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Soldiers

 

Red soils,

Dire loss.

Sod liers

Lie, dross…

 

                                   Anil

 

Human Doings

 

Om handing us,

Hams undoing,

Ashing mound,

As dim hung on,

Dug in on sham,

Moaning “duhs”.

 

O hum and sing,

God’s in human,

Undo shaming,

Sad unhoming—

Is damn ‘nough!”

 

                                   Anil

 

 

Boundless

 

Bundles so bend souls,

Ends lob us blues nods.

 

Snub lodes,

Undo, bless!

Less bound, so blend us.

 

                                   Anil

 

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the day will be long

have no memory

 

the women dance

with burgundy scarves

laid upon their hair

that touch their cheeks

in honour of a death

no one alive has seen

to recall

 

a patio of blood

and instruments to wash

the bright and the dark mingled

first and early

on the long day

systole and diastole

 

the river runs the valley

down

the women sing

having to celebrate

and make steps

fitting where the men have been

where they have crossed

and disappeared*

he dies in case the sun sets

strength gone

as they say on the long day

mortal

might to metal

unwooded water

and bound again

swaddled in a rock

 

the women gather the plants

from their mothers’ memory

and make towards the rock

coin spent on another practicum

 

when will it finish?

 

later they find reason

to dance

the meetings

the voices     sightings

to remember

what they would forget

 

the men stink of fish

and sea     again

their fingers regather the old callouses

the old nets still dry at the gunwales

here     nothing gone     nothing stolen

skills unforgotten     fixed in the DNA of muscle

 

they say to the women

remember only the dance

 

Previously published in the Creative Connections 2011 Anthology

 

                                   Alistair P D Bain

 

 

Myalup

for P

 

one day working

the frets

i discovered the song

 

and played

it over and over

hoping she would

 

hear it in her distant

land where she

had sea and beach

 

long bush tracks

and a bike for

the lake’s perimeter

 

i dream that she

will hear it

still on an evening

 

sky and a darkly

hidden verandah

breathing my fingers’

 

lilting on my buzzing

sunburst axe* and

love’s discordant harmony

 

axe* 60s slang for guitar

 

                                   Alistair P D Bain

 

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Cottesloe Breakwater

 

With finger entwined

I once walked along the Cottesloe groin

in the rough windswept hours of darkness

with my friend

 

raging seas pounded the rock wall

she slipped her hand from mine

looked back grinning

 

then raced

towards the end of the rocky breakwater

as surging waves break up, take flight, cascade

heavily over her head; as I pursue her,

 

seas clash, only to rise and fall

creating a remarkable harmony; its echo’ encircling all

with outstretched arms, she swirled round in circles

in unrestrained joy

 

rich auburn hair, plastered, matted

across her face, as she laughed

at the craw of mer

 

in recalling

that incredible anomalous untamed night,

it stands forever framed within. this inherent

oneness that lies within us all.

 

                                   David Barnes

 

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Chooks
And s/he shows you where to look 

Amongst the Garbage and the Flowers 

Leonard Cohen

 

Little pretty feather foot

you run so warily

oh yes

I have seen you flattened forward

—beak touching earth -

ridden by rhode island ned

resplendent as a knight

whose thrusting weight

must have by your protest

made your insides ache

But look now

at the treasures he has uncovered

which once wrapped in membrane

now feather foot scurry after you

peeping so like homing devices

as you point your way

amidst he garbage in the yard

always with a wary weather eye open

—for the hand that steals your eggs

may steal you fleet feathered babies -

and rhode island ned

red knight in shining armour

true to his calling

shows you where to pick

amongst the garbage and the flowers … .

 

                                   Graeme Butler

 

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Found Feather

 

In the park, pink bike escapees

extradited from far countries

do the captives shuffle

back to the picnic rug.

Someone sings.

A football fights a tree,

gravity calls for a bounce.

Playground primary colours

outbright each other.

Women on the long stroll

to toilet and wait

indulge in a kid free gos sesh

A girl with a feather

brushes her cheeks

fans her lips

fans her cheeks

brushes her lips.

Shouts:

Look what I found

A small mob gathers,

crowds her.

Treasure changes hands.

Featherless

the girl outstares distance

and hums.

 

                                   Coral Carter

 

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Terminal Diagnosis for Trees

 

I fall to my knees pleading

palms upturned offering

in one a marri blossom

in the other a honky nut

 

My prayer goes unheard

 

Wordless I stare until

beads of agony seep

through my brow and

my palms upturned

 

one bleeds gum

the other honey

stigmata as

red as blood

 

                                   Liana Christensen

 

 

Sorry Business

 

Death comes calling

Heavy rocks percuss roof iron

 

The people pick up sticks and threaten

Their eyes focused in another world

 

In the day women weave

Plastic flowers through the fence wire

 

By night voices rise and fall in song

around the fire outside the church

 

                                   Liana Christensen

 

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Walking Into Wind.

 

Frenzy crashes over every south-facing part of me

grabbing my lobes and rushing into them,

raking my hair as far as it will go.

 

I am reminded that we are on a spinning globe

and the air is racing between vacuums,

spilling itself over me, under my cuffs,

pressing against my skin like a shout,

snaking inside my collar, down my shirt front.

 

Like walking into a sculptor’s mould,

I am made aware of the shape of me

where I am vulnerable, my inadequate armour.

 

It is a relief.

At last,

something to fall into.

 

                                   Josephine Clarke

 

 

Unaware

 

my sadness is the afternoon light

catching the silk beneath the skin of your face

bathing you in gold

cauterising me, in passing,

I forgot to look

how precious you are

 

takes my breath away

 

                                   Josephine Clarke

 

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Falling Off the Edge

 

Blows behind closed doors.

No parachutes for the young,

nowhere to land,

no bedtime angels.

 

To school with a bag full of

rotten cores, wingless flies,

stained trouser seats, bruised teddies.

Adulthood on hold.

 

Published by Speedpoets.

 

                                   Sue Clennell & Jan Napier

 

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And He Looks At Me…
shrinking woman of the moment

a haggard mess of tears

and he laughs his yellow-toothed laugh

zips his pants, his farewell purple fuck

dismantled for younger game

and I gag on fragments of beige orgasms

emotions black bombing

and he looks at me and laughs

the doorway force feeding his ego

his shadow swaggering after him.

The smell on the pillow.

 

Previously published in windmills no 7

 

                                   Geraldine Day

 

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Plastic Wrist Watch

 

Curse the hand that strikes us down

The arm, it goads itself around

Unfrozen behind exhibitionist glass

Death of batteries means peace at last.

 

                                   Christine Della Vedova

 

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One More Argument

 

Slugging my breath back, I stumble towards you

bruised, battered with heart shreds flapping.

Your eyes pierce the thin veneer of my courage

words freeze mid-thought, solidify and catch

in my throat. I never know what to say

and what little escapes is corrupted by air

reversed by your glare.

 

So I stand dumbly like a pathetic dog

with pleading eyes unable to comprehend

the voice and emotions flooding past

until in the anger and frustration

you turn your back and walk away.

 

And I am left standing, wanting to run

after you, to hold you, make it okay

but I’ve lost my oar and the tide is running.

I wallow, drifting hoping for a sandbar

an island, anything to latch onto

in this ocean where you are the wave

and I am a drop.

 

                                   Gary Colombo De Piazzi

 

 

Anniversary

 

When you put on the right witch doctor face

calmness seeps through your angry teeth

and your piercing explorer eyes soften.

Drumming heat quietens in firelight flicker

and demons withdraw to the dark.

 

The magic retrieved in your hands

works its camouflage and everything

returns to normal for a while.

Even the smile appears genuine.

 

The turning over of days continues

and each step plods after the other

in the silence of the night

with its moon of no significance.

 

Congratulated for the years together

no one notices how taut the band

is stretched

 

and in the silence of your breathing

I revisit our lives and feel confined.

Like a train unable to deviate

on tracks set by someone else.

 

                                   Gary Colombo De Piazzi

 

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The Elder

 

The bearded elder sits before the fire,

at once full of mischief, silence and roundness,

rings the cymbals

beckons the well open

I listen, as the sound

rings outward, occupying the invisible,

now fading into the silent distance

 

A circle of men sitting

observed by the granite outbreak

trees and leaves bend to listen

their arms hang like so many

incomplete structures

empty handed

 

A black sky menaces

chases shadows across the earth

spills its thunder as applause

the ground around us

cracks and pops anticipating the rain

I feel its approach on my skin

 

I remember other times

life was this simple

days when I heard such words

as sounds with my whole body

times before walls

and weaponry

 

the rain falls now

on us quietly

perhaps equally

perhaps indifferently

either way it stays

only long enough

to dampen our clothes a little

 

a circle of men

perfumed by rain

all of us

split open like ripe almonds

completely incomplete

again

 

the cymbals chime

us back from the distance

again through the ages

the well closes

he smiles

 

                                   Terry Farrell

 

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Death In the Afternoon

 

I would like to live the rest of my life

with the intensity of a matador

in the moment, when he and the brave bull

face death with grace, concentrating only

on every second which may be their last..

I would like to live the rest of my life

like a flamenco dancer entranced

by the rhythm and the intensity

of the moment, leading to the final,

frozen celebration of life.

I would like to freeze, exhausted, sweating,

staring, unafraid, at nothingness….

waiting for eternity to applaud.

 

                                   Derek Fenton

 

 

A Fez of the Heart

 

Most people asked before we left,

why would you go to Marrakesh

so soon after a bomb had cleft

a café leaving it bereft.

Why would you go to Marrakesh?

Otherwise it would be like theft

of life’s experiences left:

that’s why we went to Marakkesh!

 

                                   Derek Fenton

 

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still as moss

 

symphony of spits and drips,

scent of wet bracken,

so very still, still as moss

 

hills, like boxes underneath the green rug,

congregation of tuarts standing,

a symphony of spits and drips

 

time isn’t vertical, isn’t horizontal,

after rain, one syllable talk,

and so very very still, like moss

 

then looking up,

sky unmaking itself,

symphony of drips and spits

 

greys and khakis and verdant and glistening.

where sits the god of drizzle?

so very still, still as moss

 

and the bush is a church with its

naves and prayer cushions and incense,

a symphony of spits and drips,

so very still, still as moss

 

                                   Kevin Gillam

 

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Footsteps

 

Following faint ancestral footprints of my tribe

wherever they go

I end up learning

just like them

the more I learn the less I know.

 

Knowing is impossible.

A paradoxical Black Hole.

There’s no such thing as Solidness

beyond the event horizon.

 

So take care when you tread near edges.

Don’t want even more caving in.

We’ve lost too much ground already.

We’ll soon have nothing to stand on.

 

                                   Ken Hudson

 

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A Child Again

 

Seated with blanket and shroud

Blank paper and cold pen

I suddenly hear laughter aloud

A scattering of excited children

 

Across the green, amongst the trees

Running and yelling against the breeze

 

Russet red cheeks, tangled hair

Clamouring with jumpers dangling

Aeroplanes slicing the air

I see them rocking, swinging, hanging

 

Messy fingers, grass stained knees

Round the playground and up the trees

 

Pirates and superstars, Queens and kings

Games of love and acts of war

Rocket ships on soaring swings

Kicking balls in a free for all

 

The gaiety rings such that I want to sing

A poet inspired by such a spree

With all the joy it can bring

The rhythm and colour of spontaneity

 

My chair is big and my hair’s in a tangle

My fingers are messy and my feet dangle

 

For now at my desk

With my full pen and empty book

With each boisterous, frenzied quest

I do not have far to look

 

My heart beats where innocence reigns

And I’m free to play like a child again

 

                                   Tanya Jaw

 

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Bringing in the Rain

for yusuf

 

There is nothing

as alone as rain

 

Nothing as tin-hard

on a wide-eyed roof

 

When u speak

I think of rain

 

The way it gathers

the cloud of your voice

 

Reels towards me

like a thunder-curse

 

An ocean of water

that I cannot drink

 

Thin body of a man

I dare not touch

 

There is nothing quite

as cold and helpless

 

As rain against a window

looking out from within

 

It sinks in slow tears

Collects like regret

 

Or the realisation

the sun will never quite

rise again

 

                                   Paula Jones

 

 

Mothers and Whores

 

In the book there are two types

of women, and my mother

blessed sacrifice, feared them both.

 

When I was 17 she forgot to mention

men and monsters, only the women

easy to spread as warmed butter.

 

In the book there are women

thin as papyrus, and the virgin mother

sniffed lips tighter than crossed legs.

 

She despised them especially Mrs Albion

from #28 with her sausage-wrap dresses

and too high hi-heels teetering a grubby

 

Chardonnay, laughing too loud

with my father as he smoked

on the porch like a filmstar.

 

It’s the children she would shake

her steelo-pad hair held with angry clips

slump her hands deep into pockets

 

 

set her mouth to don’t say a word

fingering her rosary beads,

it’s the children I feel sorry for…

 

                                   Paula Jones

 

 

Collectors

 

some believe

they must bury the dead

of each clipped nail

strands of hair coiled tight

in the sharp teeth of a comb

 

baby teeth

are never pillow-talked

nor stored in small glass jars,

first haircuts ribbon-wrapped

and folded into an envelope

 

instead

each clip and curl

each thread from the fabric

of me/ of him/ of you

must be destroyed

 

as if even

discarded husks and strands

torn nail, a stray hair, a loose tooth

is enough to stir the ghosts

who walk in our invisible stride

 

enough to

awaken their pale desires

to breath and decay, make new

so they may collect these shreds

and resurrect the living

 

                                   Paula Jones

 

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a lark

By the river on Monday morning

under the narrow wood/iron framework

of the one-track bridge

 

I stood still

as the train rushed over with almost no sky

between the howling shaking commuting load

and my mortal body.

I braced my teeth,

hissed in a breath

and held it.

My whole skin

shrieked.

 

I stepped out releasing

the held air

and continued my walk, my work –

thin-strung, light-boned,

a kite, a lark.

 

                                   Janet Jackson

 

 

unspoken

What I wanted was

to take your hand –

nothing more

 

Just to hold hands

like five-year-old sweethearts

 

A skin energy

 

A quiet giving and quieter taking

of a quiet love

 

Connection

unspoken.

 

But I am a woman

and you are a man

 

and to everyone else,

we are no longer five

 

                                   Janet Jackson

 

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Fragment

 

She broke

Little shards of her

Sharp splinters

Fine grindings

Wishing she was plate glass

Knowing she would always be fine blown.

 

Each little fragment

Reflected a little her

The same picture

Magnified so many times.

 

The look of astonishment

A collage of the same

Over the carpet, the sideboard

The well-worn chair.

 

No one could pick up the pieces

So why did she let it happen?

The theme was central

Why did she let it happen

 

She just wanted to let go

Had had enough of holding it all together

The time was now

And wow!  What a crash!

 

He picked up a fragment

Examined it closely

As if seeing her anew

In all her vulnerability

Rather than the sheer solid beauty she was.

 

And he grew to like these fragments

These reflections playing with the light

But he’d rather not say

That he needed a little crack

 

To get a hold, get into her

Be a part of the life

That may have been too pristine

Too smooth, to allow purchase until the fragments.

 

                                   Tricia Kelly

 

 

Fringe Dweller

 

I am writer

So I watch the world

I siphon fuel

From the soul.

 

People beware

Don’t get too close

The writer feeds

on Experience.

 

One day the thought

To let go

And then, and then

Maybe Not.

 

So cruel, it is

To be beside the sea

Of unknown waters

And freezing depths.

 

A lonely hold – all

By the cliff

Withstanding storm

As if, as if

 

It is just another day

And it is, of sorts

To bedazzle and jump for joy

But not get too close to the edge.

 

It makes people anxious.

Some sense of this

Holds me back

Within the bubble.

 

                                   Tricia Kelly

 

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Fifty Acres

 

A Man can do a lot with fifty acres,

He can raise a family, really get ahead,

Give up the daily struggle of the city,

And become a man of property instead.

 

The advert in the paper was inviting;

Make your selection now, the paper said;

Crown land that used to be the wealthy squatters -

But there was much the papers left unsaid.

 

Indeed, the land was there to be selected;

Unsurveyed, just a mark upon a map.

The intention was to have more agriculture

Fifty acres was enough for any chap.

 

A chap who had ambition (and deposit),

Was strong of arm and had a horse or two;

Experience not needed – There’s a booklet,

Tells everything a man will need to do.

 

But the booklet didn’t say that these selections

Were often land the squatter didn’t need.

The poorer land that he could be well rid of;

Unlikely, such selections could succeed

 

Rocky outcrops perched up high upon a hillside,

No water ‘cept at times the rains come down

Or perhaps the boggy swampland, inundated,

Where a man, his horse and family all might drown.

 

A man can’t do a lot with fifty acres,

That sees him, harder worked than any slave;

But fifty acres, is just enough for one thing,

It’s just enough to take him to his grave.

 

                                   Brian Langley

 

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On Burying a Husband  


Another funeral.

A well-lived fruitful life.

We sang hymns

to comfort my friend.

 

But oh

the long long nights

I search for you

on the rim of memory

listening for a silenced voice

and footsteps that never come.

 

The darkness swells and grows

the stillness deafens.

 

                                   Laurel Lamperd

 

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Man of the Woods

 

orang-utan

Man of the Woods,

shy, elusive,

intelligent.

 

endangered

 

What relentless pressures

force you to flee

your familiar

forest home?

 

endangered

 

Predatory poachers,

illegal logging,

palm oil plantations,

forest fires.

 

endangered

 

Nursing mother

slaughtered.

Few infants survive

prohibited pet trade.

 

endangered

 

Our closest relative

sharing our genes,

sharing our space.

No forests – No future.

 

endangered

 

                                   Meryl Manoy

 

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Airport

 

QF 506

Landed’

people slow-streaming

along the walkway

 

Gate 3             arrival lounge

arms reach      to close

the gap of        long absence

 

his hands caress

her silky fall of

hair u n l o o s e d

 

she fingertip traces

the crease of a smile

smoothes the rough

kiss of stubble

 

and people swirl around

their tight island

of rediscovery

 

lips are hungry

to taste the flavour

of long             distance love

 

a welded moment

this gift of the present

giving and receiving

the one action

 

past                 is an old story

a once-upon-a-time

tale of  beginning

 

future       vague       beyond

this now moment

a happy-ever-after

waiting to be written.

 

                                   Mardi May

 

 

Hourglass

 

Skin of my face,

sand on a shoreline

where tides of emotion

leave a telltale wake.

 

I am daily rewritten

by internal elements

that shape my texture,

like water        sun

and moody wind.

 

Search me       Read me

before the light fades

to illegible shadow.

At night            in starlight,

I give nothing away

and the mirror is blind.

 

At daybreak,

this ephemeral ’scape,

a map as yet unmapped

by the trample of feet

across my waking surface,

before the story

of my day unfolds.

 

                                   Mardi May

 

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Channelled Energy

 

Jump in back, you kids

up in back o’ ute, under tarp.

Quiet now,       like little

tadpoles  –  no, not wrigglers!

Police might catch us.

Too many tadpoles,

no seat belts.

 

OK,     all out!

Here – take them strings and bait.

Watch us catch them

yabbies in channel

Wall Flat channel.

 

Now you kids!

 

Jimmy, you got some?

Yeahs, three.        But need thirteen.

Promised thirteen old ladies.  

Yabbies been ordered. 

Saving biggest but

for my grandmother!

You kids done all right

today.       Better than

makin’ trouble in town, ana?

Trouble is,        gove’nment filling

them channels soon.

No yabbies then,  eh kids?

 

Winner of 2007 Bundaberg Arts Festival open poetry award;

Friendly Street Poets’ ‘poem of the month’ Sept. 2011.

 

                                   Max Merckenschlager

 

 

Easy In The Sun

 

Old Man Collins lights his pipe to advertise the day’s begun.

Drawing on its blackened stem while resting easy in the sun,

he contemplates a cottage neat across the lane (between the plumes

of smoke) from which the master’s gone. His paintin’ neighbour, he assumes,

was long away to catch the rays of breakin’ dawn at sparrer fart

and probably till close of day he’ll harvest sunlight with his art.

 

Old Man Collins ruminates on coins that jingle in his coat,

the payment for his modellin’ – an easy take at Billygoat!

“Just walk him up and down the lane,” he says to me and so I do,

while him as asked me pencils fast to catch the mood and movements true.

“I’ll model for you’s anytime,” says I to Hans and, ‘taint no joke,

he pays me more to strike a match and light me pipe and have a smoke!

 

Old Man Collins cocks an eye and squints to block the brilliant light

while studying his neighbour’s art. “You’ve caught that mob of woollies right,”

says he to Heysen, “dwarfed by gums. I’d say your paintin’s like a po’m.”

The canvas Sallie knew she’d lose, yet named in hope ‘The Coming Home’,

Old Collins loved – he knew not why. Perhaps it was the Hahndorf hills

that Heysen, in his mystic way, had captured with his wondrous skills.

 

Old Man Collins taps his pipe against a leg of Sonnemann’s chair.

A wrinkled nose applauds the kuchen – heaven wafting on the air –

as Village folk discuss his neighbour, float their widely canvassed view

that ‘Heysen idles with his brushes, when the work is there to do.

Could a father feed his children, painting others as they toil?

Old Man Collins puffs an answer, ‘This one might, our prince of oil.’

 

Footnotes

1.   Alfred (‘Old Man’) Collins was Sir Hans Heysen’s neighbour in Billygoat Lane (now English St., more’s the shame) Hahndorf, SA.

  1. ‘Sallie’ is the affectionate name that friends gave Hans’ wife Selma (Lady Selma Heysen). She regarded her husband’s paintings like ‘children’ and hated parting with them.
  2.  Sonnemann’s Bakery was located in Main Street Hahndorf. “Kuchen” is the German word for ;cake’.

 

Winner 2011 Grenfell Henry Lawson Festival trad. verse award: in 2010 Ginninderra Press Sir Hans Heysen anthology ‘That Which My Eyes See’.

 

                                   Max Merckenschlager

 

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This Empty Space

 

Afterwards, after the weeping, the remembering,

love and laughter trickled into the void.

This empty space was flooded

by family and friends

and a sunshower sparkled on the wattles.

 

Afterwards they all went back to distant places,

silence and emptiness slipped through cracks

and hid amongst his clothes

and lurked between his books and tools,

while rosellas sipped nectar from the bluegums.

 

Afterwards, he was still there, tinkering,

toying with your feelings, reminding you

of the things he had achieved,

the trees he planted last May,

the letters he wrote when you were only nineteen.

 

Afterwards the ocean was royal blue, bottle green,

hiding shipwreck tragedies, drowned dreamers.

Fishing boats and ferries plied the waves

and tiny penguins nested in the bay.

He walked beside you everywhere, afterwards.

 

Winner  2011 Eyre Writers’ Award, open poetry.

 

                                   Jacqui Merckenschlager

 

 

Summer Bronzewings

 

Upon viewing ‘Bronzewings and Saplings’

Hans Heysen 1921.

 

Sun has stripped crisp bark

from skinny-dipping saplings,

bathing in mid-morning glow

 

as turkeys strut and scatter litter

helter-skelter, scarcely seeing

your easel, your satisfied smile.

 

Exuberant in their love of life,

resplendent in their feathered finery,

they gobble-gossip loudly while they work.

 

Deftly you paint a complex pattern,

column and arc, column and arc,

show-off fans of white and bronze,

 

burnished blue on wings and blue on foliage,

red and bronze of wrinkled head and peeling bark

among the youthful sheen of saplings.

 

Clear light, warmth and harmony,

painted with a sure and steady hand.

Watercolour perfection, Hans.

 

Published in 2010 Ginninderra Press Sir Hans Heysen anthology

 

                                   Jacqui Merckenschlager

 

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death & all his friends

(drive fast cars…

 

for pup

 

noon burns         ,

 

. bushfire shadow

beneath eucalypt branches to

bower. bitumen crosshatches

, curbed with speed. read a

revhead’s handwritten track

calligraphically curled in cul

-de-sacs

 

. tyres squeal, draw in. reckless

hands break. suburbia wrestles

to sleep

 

. light’s highest peak reveals

night seeking danger’s appeal

, a thrill ride of roads wide, a

scribble in rubber & the smell

of things on fire

 

. wheels shall erode journeys

into white lines for following

& crosses white for sorrowing

.

                                   Scott-Patrick Mitchell

 

 

Summer

 

sears. it is the thing our flesh

fears. isotopes elope & the

pressure drops. sustain a

humid smog drip. we singlet

, shorten hems. we thong our

feet, sluts thronging the thin

elastic line all year, regardless

: they think it makes them look

hot

 

. cold showers are never cold

enough for the men to whom

this is an appealing sight beneath

muffin-top

 

. moles populate malls, mellow

? no dear. they screech hellos &

bitch in decibels. outside, hoons

make bitumen bleed rubber. they

never tire, either of them

 

. arson soaks fire across the

escarpment like sex loosens

garments: frequency scars

, marks notched across the

landscape, while mates brag

 

. drought there will be enough

rain to whet those damned dams

ever again, the old timers mutter

 

. we all burn beneath this no go

zone ozone, tearing holes in the

ecological above so god can hear

us sweat, & complain about it

 

                                   Scott-Patrick Mitchell

 

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Lace Curtain Cut-outs

 

i don’t belong here in this strange hallucination

no one does

yet here we are

veiled in contradiction

i scratch a cryptic secret

in the wet sand

in consequence

a sewerage truck dumps on me

i try not to notice

hope i’ll understand when i’m awake

i’m floating back to childhood in pastel air

my intuition grapples with the tenor of the moment

and the lather on my tongue

i’m dizzy

i wander in and out of busy corridors and classrooms

trying not to stare or bat an eyelid

at the jackson pollock paintings on the blackboard

i’m looking for my father

long deceased

now breathing oh so gently on my shoulder

what would he make

of this silly dream

my brother pours a glass of red

and drinks a hearty toast from the bottle till it’s empty

my mother looks relaxed

she’s knitting us a tea cosy

humming to herself

in her remote control banana lounge

rainbow droplets glisten

in the woolly mist upon her lap

i feel myself drifting

but I don’t want to leave before my father’s had his say

morning light is streaming

through a faraway window

and lace-curtain cut outs dance lightly on my face

 

                                   Colin Montfort

 

 

When You’re Not Here To Remind Me

 

i thought i saw you sipping cappuccino

in a short denim skirt legs crossed upon a

tall fluorescent yellow stool your pink tongue

slithering the cream froth slipstream like a

psychedelic journey on a transcend-

dental wish across the hottest red

velvet lips your glazed eyes whispering

so far away from knox city plaza

as of course you were i knew it in an

instant though i lingered in the moment

as i think i always will when you’re not

here to remind me though i drift and swerve

between the lines you left me and

i wonder why you feel so close when

so many miles lie between us

 

                                   Colin Montfort

 

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Dream

 

I dream men with honeysuckle skin

and eyes hot as Etna.

Pencil in the moon

maybe some wisteria on a balcony

overlooking a lost ocean

which curls its so pale lips at me

dancing slow and perfumed

waiting      just waiting for the feel

of hands     quiet hands  to slide

and beckon    grasp     insist.

 

Published in The Mozzie Sept. 2011

 

                                   Jan Napier

 

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Walking By the Bay

 

Sparkling flashes in distance seen;

Frolicking dolphins in the bay.

A mother pedals a pushbike green,

Pulling cart, little one to play.

Astonishing spectacles of two in love,

A senior cit with a cold, white nose,

Early morning joggers and a little dove,

A clouded sunlight like the rose.

Walking by the Bay.

Red kayak drifts across aquamarine.

Frothy wavelets march to shore.

Aboriginal folklore easily seen.

An afternoon knocks on the door,

Colour turns to grey and blue,

Clouds drift up, begin to lower,

Thunder rattles, sky changes hue,

Lightning crashes and comes a shower.

Walking by the Bay.

Rain hissing on the wavelets,

Wind rising, moaning pines,

People running with their pets,

Eager men with fishing lines.

Flying mullet with bellies silver,

Flickering in the scattered sunlight.

Double rainbows begin pink and quiver,

As daylight wains towards the night.

Walking by the Bay

 

                                   Colleen O’Grady

 

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Time’s Twin

For E.G., kin and kindreds

 

Time could be a friend or a foe,

a stretch with the nous to know

what matters most, depending on

 

how Stanley fared – sat, stood,

hobbled, rested – when he hoped

to go. Where his family and friends

 

have asked him to defend his

presence and the conversations

they embrace just a little longer.

 

                                   Joyce Parkes

 

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On Being Introduced to the Poetry of Francis Webb

 

How small we seem

in the face of your Modern Terror, Mr Webb,

how calm, unmoved, numb.

 

By way of introduction, we are the ringing

in your ears after the thunderclap

of God’s transformation into a meteorite – it comes

as no surprise to us

that it wasn’t even for ourselves we encased

our mother in plastic and shot her

to that dead stone falling in space (they tell us

she came back but we have our suspicions.)

 

As for the words:

they are beautiful, awesome.

All we can do now

is shuffle about glass blocks

of cliché, or reconfigure and slot

sets of nothings-in-somethings into assigned spaces,

remind us of our silence, our blindness

and paralysis in the shadow of these heavy

industrial monographs of Modern Genius.

 

                                   Chris Palazzolo

 

 

The Float

 

When we were together

we were like pegged currencies

and sex was our Gold Standard –

it never lost its lustre

but restricted the range of our emotions

within a narrow band

of fluctuations that soon chafed

and diminished their value

causing inflation in depression

and falling profits in love

 

                                   Chris Palazzolo

 

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Chewing the Cud of Mutual Pain

 

I graze along the fabled edge of your indifference,

chewing the cud of mutual pain -

 

I taste your bitter tears as my roiling stomach acids

dissolve the residual fragments of our shared memory,

as they wash across my pleading lips

and sweep me to another you.

 

I peer deeply into the other side of you,

your inside -

 

where tangled thoughts and mangled asides construct a

fraught and rusted bridge to your soul,

and I stammer and wonder

if you are who you were,

 

if you are the phantom assaulting my sleep

as I toss and turn with casual rage,

as I turn the page to find your epilogue, and

cast my eyes in deepening pain

upon my dénouement.  You whisper,

 

it is over.  I swear I hear you now,

I know it.  A sledge-hammered invoice

costing the finale of our dissolving love,

confirming our loss,

 

arrives in the shattered post-box

of my swollen desire,

of my smitten brain -

 

I am lost again.

 

                                   Allan Padgett

 

 

Hit Me With a Coconut, Sunshine

 

She asked me how I was, how I was

going, and I said I’ve got salty lips,

I’ve been down in the deep blue sea

biting shark’s penises, trying to control

the great white plague so they eat less of us,

less humans, so we can breed more of us while

killing more of them.  This is socio-pathism,

this is population dynamics in action, this is

crude justice: bite me, and I kill you.

 

Then, with you gone to the bottom

of the azure limpid sea with a hole through

your big ugly sharky head where

your brain used to be, then we can get on

with fornicating and making more of us, since

we are in charge, shark boy and shark girl -

and if you get in our way, and we don’t like you,

then we net you out of your grazing grounds

and we hire big fat ugly policemen

with bigger fatter uglier guns:

and we blow your fucking brains out,

fish head.

 

It makes me wonder, really,

who I am and who we are

and worse: where we are.

It is easy to get lost in this

undeclared war between top feeders.

 

I am confused, I hear it is

more likely that a man like me

can get killed by a falling

coconut than by a hungry

savage heavily-fanged pulsing

thrashing toothy fishy thing -

but I know what I’d prefer,

even if I don’t know who I

am: hit me with a coconut, sunshine!

 

                                   Allan Padgett

 

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Song to Self

 

Own me, like the space inside a cup

fill me, like sap rises in the sure wood of a lemon tree;

whisper where you come from.

I open my ribcage to you like a poor man’s door

fill the spaces called ‘between’.

Drown me like a monsoon and I will sink my roots deep

let my branches reach up to love the sun

and know the day.

 

Tell me, like the moon tells the tides

pull me, like the season draws thick fruit

claim me, like the hearts of children

be me, and I will

be still.

 

                                   Renee Pettitt-Schipp

 

 

Turbine

 

Jurien Bay

 

You thought they were fans

to keep the sheep cool

and I laughed,

thinking of their fat

woolly coats, imagining a world

where we cared

that much.

 

Still,

the ‘fans’ stand with

tall, slim bodies, their three

arms mirroring the arc

of a dancer’s

graceful motion.

Green hill,

blue sky:-

a child’s landscape,

an army  of tall, white

toys.

 

                                   Renee Pettitt-Schipp

 

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Jump To It

 

Once it seemed the calenture1 made me jump

and seek sea depths for prizes rare and wild.

 

Now it seems the rest of you, like stricken carp

in stagnant moat, leap from the waters craving lethal air.

 

1 Calenture: a tropical fever or heat-stroke, sometimes with delirium. The tale told that weeks of being becalmed in the Doldrums led sailors to imagine the sea as cool green fields of home, to be reached by jumping overboard.

 

                                   Glen Phillips

 

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A Romany Summer

 

My summer came and went

wishes wrapped in dreams ,

while the cold edge of winter

began to whisper icy secrets.

 

Creatures hide below the earth

or fly towards tomorrow’s sun,

as the wind strips naked

the arbor’d edges of humanity.

 

The time is now that I must shake

the tiredness from my docile mind,

and in the dying embers of my fire,

fold the trappings of my summer home.

 

Somewhere in a distant day

I will find my summer once again,

and there where the world is green,

my vardo will find another season.

 

                                   Peter Rondel

 

 

The Death of a Ship

 

So quiet now this place

of ships and men,

where the gulls hold council

on an ancient bollard.

 

When was the day that her life ended

and the bosun cursed no more?

No-one cleans the hardwood decks

or brightens up the once proud bell.

 

Somewhere below deck, the heart has stopped;

the throb of engines died away

with the final ringing

of the wheelhouse telegraph.

 

Only rust where once a chipping hammer

bounced its rhythm through the day,

while oily rags would wipe away the sweat

and bawdy songs rang out at sunset.

 

So quiet now this place of ships and men,

but I will take my place at jetty’s end

and as the sun retires once more,

I shall remember days when she still lived.

 

The stories of the sea shall be immortal,

just as the ocean breathes forever,

but the signs of man’s endeavours

 

will rust away, to lie upon the ocean floor.

 

                                   Peter Rondel

 

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For Jean Kent

 

We sat under the cafe trellis at lunch    the air heavy

with the scent of Cape Lilacs.

She picked fallen flowers from brick paving     pressed her face to them

delighted at the perfume on her hands,

at the dance of Jacaranda blooms against the sky.

 

We had talked history and poetry all day.

Now we walked among the Norfolk Pines    felt the spell

of green-clad Gandalfs guarding the ridge,

saw the old bricks turn to honey in the lowering sun.

You must dig here    she said    you must dig to mine your poetry here.

 

I think of her in Paris now    hunched into her coat for the cold

and I know that every evening she’ll be out walking.

She’ll see doors and windows of home-time dressed in gold

and lights pour out in a joyous crescendo from Notre Dame,

spilling rainbow stains on the day’s snow.

 

                                   Flora Smith

 

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Dijeridoo

 

Broome’s ‘stairway to the moon’

casts its magic spell in golden ripples

across the vast expanse of tidal flats

where mangrove clusters retreat and watch

 

a dijeridoo begins to raise its voice

wakes hot tropical night under stars so bright

you can almost touch – their light pulsating

to the rhythmic throbbing of the music

 

dijeridoo echo stalks the shadows

on swift bare feet touching the country

connecting land and man with a call

deep and strong and infinitely eloquent

 

dijeridoo tone mesmerising, captivating,

warm and bewitching, music conceived

in the once upon a time of lost memory

hidden deep within this ancient continent

 

dijeridoo sound born in Gondwana land

of boab bottle trees that inhabit the place

like prehistoric sentries guard the unknown

and unknowable dreams of past eons

 

dijeridoo legend floats over the moon-lit bay

dances in dark sand dunes and softly whispers

among the paperbarks and billabongs

a history forgotten of people who belong

 

dijeridoo song like distant drums

and rolling thunder conveys a message

in this rite of passage under the rising moon,

interdependence of man and land is absolute

 

                                   Traudl Tan

 

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Blue Sky & Sunshine Pantoum Redux

 

Its supposed to be rain…

Palm trees, gum trees

Swarming with birds

Magpies carolling love songs

 

Palm trees, gum trees

Wattle birds screech

Magpies carolling love songs

And one perfect white cloud dissolves in the sky

 

Wattle birds screech;

The lightcatchers twirl lazily

 

And one perfect white cloud dissolves in the sky…

 

Rainbows spin over the garden,

 

The lightcatchers twirl lazily;

The same light glitters like frost.

Rainbows spin over the garden;

On the trees, geez its warm.

 

The same light glitters like frost;

Its supposed to be rain

On the trees, geez its warm,

But its turned out all sunny.

 

Its supposed to be rain,

Swarming with birds;

But its turned out all sunny,

And blue skies again.

 

                                   Molly Tinsley

 

 

Safe Harbour

 

Dip my oars gently

into the light-spangled water

slipping quietly through the Harbour

at dawn

 

Resting my head on my hand

at the fierce midday

smell the sweet salt

on my sun-warmed skin

 

At the soft gloaming

in my small hut

the quiet chop of waves on the dock

charcoal scents the breeze

 

In the deep unquiet night

gulls call – lost sailor’s souls

wind keens through the cracks

I dream of the safe harbour

of dawn.

 

                                   Molly Tinsley

 

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Good Morning

 

At four in the morning, in summer… Arthur Rimbaud

 

With the sound of roosters

and the waking of dogs

we talked and talked and talked.

 

At five in the morning

in the silence of snow falling

and the scentless morning cold

our breath moved as one,

 

but at five-thirty in the morning, in autumn

with the shaking of trees

and the letting go of leaves

you were not there.

 

Now it’s six in the morning

Spring has finally come.

I smell blossoms outside my window

and think of you

no more.

 

                                   Tineke Van der Eecken

 

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Harlequin

 

Boronia megastigma

Francesco Barone 1769 – 1794

 

between granites the bones of a tree

shelter to absorb your fragrance

intense this afternoon light, bones

sharp, silhouette, your body slim

some part of you leaning westward

some would say swept by lover on granite rocks

sea breeze moulds your shape down stream

 

as fresh Boronia enters lips, bell shaped

megastigma your colour crème custard

copper red inside out, your roots Italian

the colour pursed to absorb you

 

                                   Rose van Son

 

 

Psalm for St. Aidan

 

in the dark

deep window calling

light unfolding day

 

the moment a church door opens

a chill sets in-

waits for those recalcitrant to visit

 

whole families resting here

the graveyard fence pickets

prying eyes

 

pink flowers in early winter

blanket threadbare cover

 

all she hears are whispers

of his yearning            calling

in the dusk of their years

 

                                   Rose van Son

 

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As the Mauve Sky Deepens

 

as the mauve sky deepens

deepens

 

and Venus on the neighbour’s chimney sits brighter

brighter

 

I slip into the water    naked

as silken-skinned      unsheathed and pure as any night

 

I join the bedding birds      stroke

by stroke

 

the settling of hatchlings      wing up and over

up and over

 

the summer crickets tuning up       kick

kick.

 

The night is thick as molasses

and as I step     saline clean into its sticky arms

 

I am slapped with layers      slippery as vernix

glow like phosphorous

 

a reflecting fossil of all days       dripping

into this night       sweetly.

           

                                   Julie Watts

 

 

The Box

 

There is a box in my soul

and every now and then

 

I open it

and have a play

 

hold the weight of you

the feel and the thrill

 

turn you over

examine you from all angles

 

and then you begin to grow

feeding on my fingers and fierce eyes

 

you become mean and

muscular         and I remember

 

why you are in a box

deep in my soul.

 

                                   Julie Watts

 

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Riverwind

 

holds its breath

brief as a hyphen

in summer’s dog days

 

decaying weeds  dead fish

and salt  taste the air

in distant tears

 

wind music chants  sings

wraps around your throat

in a soft minor chord

 

my name in your mouth

 

dry leaves twist

water slap weaves a wave

let your slender masts go slack

 

your breath

 

caresses me with warmth

or slaps needles of cold

 

flays me so slowly:

 

                                   Gail Willems

 

 

The Three Sisters

 

Katoomba N.S.W. from the Aboriginal myth

 

Errant shadows play around their shoulders

in November dusk   breeze blown eucalypts

ply the air. whispering cascades of blueness

woven into webs of light enfold bare limbs

in a soft caress

 

Feet cupped by the deepness of the earth

where long grasses sing on stony ankles

as they soar   still   over the blue valley

the echo of their souls simple as water

running silver sides on jutting bones

 

No days can match what was once before

ghostly eyes and hollow sighs in our ears

lost to their world   but here barefoot

under the ragged light of stars

they are the expression of circumstance

 

Long since fused to the past

the grained and woven lodes of their

bodies await the incantation   the key

to their silence and the wild airs

of lovers from the deep grave of time

 

                                   Gail Willems

 

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